D & B

I dont know why I f*ck (ed) with you
~Erykah Badu "Green Eyes"

Its kinda funny (agitating) that you're now doing what u previously chastised me for.

Dissapoint (ed/ing).

"I feel u but dont be negative"

U obviously dont listen to anything I say. Either that/ur delusional.

I cant wait til I totally get ovr u..bcuz the frustration (hurt) is too much..& I've already convinced myself (mind) that ur not worth it..now just need my heart to let go.

And trust, it is letting go.

I remember why I keep walls up, it wulda made things easier. But when I did that u complained..only to end up exemplifying why I keep distance.

*sigh*

Enuff of this. Back to my clear skies.

***

Ur back. I think. Mayb. Mayb not. Not sure what ur doin. Or why.

Guess I'll go with the flow. For now.

Slightly not surprised bcuz most guys come back @ least once.

Not sure what happened, but I think I might know a lil of ur reason(s).

Mayb u just want to be friends, but I dont think I can be. Just. That.

Cautious...cuz I liked u, but had to let go when I didnt want to.

Dont wanna go thru that again. I prefer to listen to Toni B & Mary J cuz I luv their music, not cuz my heart is ailin.

And I def culd go bak down that like (care) path w/ u again.

We'll see. I have no expectations therefore no dissapointments.