BS/Side eye until further notice/a$$hole/no shots
Had a very "interesting" weekend. Pretty good overall.
Even with the lil bit of BS that tends to creep in2 my life, I'm refusing to focus on it. I truly am blessed. To be where I am at 26, and the friends & fam that truly hold me down, the bs is microscopic.
Dustin my shoulders off & keepin it pushin.
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*sigh*
One of the unfortunate things about being a woman, is that we over-analyze EVERYTHING. Now times that by 10 bcuz I'm a counselor...and what does that equate to-near f'in insanity.
I'm always searchin for hidden meanings and insinuations. I mean helloooo..some ppl actually say with they mean...even guys lol.
Its rare but hey it happens;)
Having no expectations decreases the chance of being let down- so I'm back at attempting to go with the flow.
Words are soundin kinda good but a ni$$a gon have to mirror these words with action before I start believin it totally.
What can I say, its hard out here for a pimp.
***
"Ur an a$$hole and you like men to kiss ur a$$" -typical ni$$a
"No, I just dont put up with bulls*t & I dont hesitate to call you out about it" ~soulstress
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Was at a light today on the way to the folks for sum good eatinz, when a guy in the car next to me tried to holla. He was a cute spanish guy (yessir papi chulo) buuuuuuuuuuuuuut he looked like he was in La familia. I mean sorry for the stereotypes and all my years of watchin HBO, but he looked like he was in a spanish gang. And I try to keep my chances of gettin shot at a minimum.
***
I aint no good...I can be an a$$hole but I'm not all the time I promise. ;)
Even with the lil bit of BS that tends to creep in2 my life, I'm refusing to focus on it. I truly am blessed. To be where I am at 26, and the friends & fam that truly hold me down, the bs is microscopic.
Dustin my shoulders off & keepin it pushin.
***
*sigh*
One of the unfortunate things about being a woman, is that we over-analyze EVERYTHING. Now times that by 10 bcuz I'm a counselor...and what does that equate to-near f'in insanity.
I'm always searchin for hidden meanings and insinuations. I mean helloooo..some ppl actually say with they mean...even guys lol.
Its rare but hey it happens;)
Having no expectations decreases the chance of being let down- so I'm back at attempting to go with the flow.
Words are soundin kinda good but a ni$$a gon have to mirror these words with action before I start believin it totally.
What can I say, its hard out here for a pimp.
***
"Ur an a$$hole and you like men to kiss ur a$$" -typical ni$$a
"No, I just dont put up with bulls*t & I dont hesitate to call you out about it" ~soulstress
***
Was at a light today on the way to the folks for sum good eatinz, when a guy in the car next to me tried to holla. He was a cute spanish guy (yessir papi chulo) buuuuuuuuuuuuuut he looked like he was in La familia. I mean sorry for the stereotypes and all my years of watchin HBO, but he looked like he was in a spanish gang. And I try to keep my chances of gettin shot at a minimum.
***
I aint no good...I can be an a$$hole but I'm not all the time I promise. ;)
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